Good Times

if you guys have a bunch of nickles and don't know what to do with them...

go to a NICKLE NICKLE.

did that today and it was awesome.  playing some initial D (version 3) and beatmania. haha! and gambling games.  it's also a good place to beat some games that you've never beaten in your childhood.  Games like Xmen the arcade or Micheal Jackson Moonwalker.. ahahaha. try it out.

BEDTIME STORIES.

once again, i am amazed by another Disney Movie and another motivative actor, Adam Sandler.  After seeing him in person a few months ago, he motivated and gave me a goal in my future life that i should be a good father, and i'm still waiting til that day comes.  but in the movie instead of being a good father, he's also a good uncle. 

now i see why one of the great joys in life, "midnight mass at LMU", is children.

watch this movie and you will understand.

so i highly recommend this movie for everybody. you'll get a couple good laughs and a couple of 'aws'.

GUARANTEED 

December 25

JOY

joyful to LIVE

joyful for FAMILY

joyful for FRIENDS

joyful for GIVING

joyful for CHILDREN

joyful for BELIEVE

Merry Christmas

Happy Hanukkah 

Happy Kwanzaa 

         TO ALL!

and a happy new year

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS

December 19

ESPN zone w/ Lauren and Ally

Disneyland with Camila

December 18

my day

and yes i took this with my XSi

(frodrick sleeping with cami)

DECEMBER 17

Finally, thanks to Diego.

CANON-eos-rebel-xsi

58mm promaster lens

50mm compact-micro lens

December 17

i enjoy every second when she's here.

after when i think that all the stress is gonna be gone cause its the last day of that class..

NOT!

still stress about it...

out of any class it has to  be this one...

December 13

-JURASSIC TECHNOLOGY MUSEUM

cool/weird/scary

-APPLE STORE AT SOUTH COAST

finally got my laptop fixed!

soooo clean!

whoooooo!

-PHO

tastes really good when you haven't had it in for ever

plus it keeps you warm on a cold day

-BOLT

freaking amazing.

the animation for the movie was outstanding.

the storyline was very cute as well.

BOLT would make the perfect pet in our world.

but for now, he makes the perfect pet and hero in his movie.

-SUN

i feel that your the sun and i'm the earth.

sucks

i didn't do shit

and 

i still feel like shit at the end

oh well

Great Commercial

i'm gonna be a Diego.

Micheal Pascual

i wish i can be a religious jackass like you.

REALLY!

Love

Dave Chappelle

brings back good time...

Saturday morning

Dreaming of being at a really cool party with all the ones i love and playing a NON-EXISTING WII game with James LE is one of the best dreams i've had and a memorable one.

After the Perfect dream, waking up to the PERFECT person that i truely adore and that am MOST THANKFUL and wouldn't know how my life would be right now without this SPECIAL PERSON, made a Saturday morning just as good as being 7 years old waking up to watch cartoons on a saturday morning.

Thanksgiving/black friday

Thanksgiving was amazing

seeing most of my relatives and seeing how handsome i was cause i cut my hair is pretty good feeling.

whoo hooo.

the food was DA DANKS. only because we don't eat white people thanksgiving food haha

after 

Steve fortons house

NBA jams is freaking easy

looney toon BBall is pussy shit

No Mercy is "back of the head" ridiculas

STeve forton/ Julisa adsjfh/ Scuba steve came up to LA just to play scabble and then leave...

and then decided to come back after they left to spend the night..

they didn't really leave.. i'm exagerating.. they spent the night for 2 seconds and then off we go... into the wild blue yonder climbing high.. into the sky...

Promenade is ehhh.. but ehhh

forever 21 = free tote and be buying a jacket so i didn't look stupid

"thanks STEVE"

Urban Outfitters= one sweater, one long sleeve shirt, a pair of nice shoes = $20

Zara= one pair of shiny white shoes that look like converses= $40

Circuit City= one disc with two Jackie Chan movie (Jackie Chan: first strike, Mr. Nice Guy)=$10

DASSIT?

yea...

NOT

we eventually ate Pink Berry and Chipotle for dessert

after shopping cami and i crash into each other and fell asleep on my bed simultaneously.

we woke up hating life... or cami did at least cause she was still tired...

HEHEHEHEh

me, diego, andres and steve FINALLY PLAYED BBALL!!!

it was fun.. even though i sucked.. but i cherished every second out on the court.

went back home and watched Iron Man with Steve and Andres... 

after the movie, we all(as in andres, steve, and i)  decided that we're gonna become robots after the movie and fly around the house..

and we did..

LITERALLY...

POOOOSH!

after cami and i got In N out

mmmm

i payed...

mmmm

then after we finish eating i flew cami ( cause i'm iron man) back to the pascools house to chill..

well cami to sleep but for me chill.

played some assassins creed and 2k9

that shit is tooooo easssy

hahaha

NOW cami and i are gonna get ready for bed and watch jackie chan

hell yea!

whoooo

Wall E  is down too, he's gonna watch it with us

isn't that right Wall-E?

WaaAaAaALLLL-E

November 26

the day before Thanksgiving.

after having on "OKAY" day..

i still think today was a waste.

OH WELL.

Happy Thanksgiving.

GL november 16

i learned that the important person isn't always going to be there.

every minute you live the important person isn't going to be there by your side.

respect their decision and they respect you back..

now i realize...

why i go to the OC

solitary=heavy-hearted

BELIEVE

i really don't care what people say

i really don't care if they judge me...

i am who i am.

one of the biggest fraction that makes me who i am is DISNEYLAND.

i LOVE disneyland.

i want to work there

i want to work for them

i want to be part of the Disney family

its not that obsessed.

i just LOVE the fact that they really can make dreams come true.

no matter how old you are.

HOORAY

for another great weekend

=]

Happy

black jeans

red tucked in  plaid shirt

dark grey american apparel underwear

suspenders

H&M belt

$18 pure white shoes from Urban

EQUALS

6 people wanting take a picture of me for their trends class.

Moms

CAN BE SO FUCKING STUPID SOMETIMES.

The Reason

why i'm back in the OC every weekend.

Birthday

so my birthday consisted of

-dinner with the roomies

-Todai with the parents with CAMILA OSIRUS VILLAREAL

-Madagascar 2 with CAMILA OSIRUS VILLAREAL

-2 birthday cards

-$100

-praise and worship CD

-popcorn w/ large coke with CAMILLA OSIRUS VILLAREAL

-wall e given by CAMILLA OSIRUS VILLAREAL

-gloves given by CAMILA OSIRUS VILLAREAL

-disneyland with CAMILA OSIRUS VILLAREAL

-D's camera?

it's gonna be a great, last year of being a teenager...

November 13

thank you:

Diego

Steve

Andres.

i love you guys so much and i wish i can express myself. but i can't think of anything except for saying thank you and that i love you.

so...

I love you Steve Yatsko

I love you Diego Diaz

I love you Raul Diaz

and i thank you guys for all you've done.

<3

Rumors

-Zack efron on crack

-Plum did it with a hall in the observatory

-tony's birthday is on November 13th

GAY

its ridicules how people will go crazy over a little baby scratch thats not even fucking noticeable.

i was a victim of a "hit and run"

over a little scratch while parallel parking?

holy MOLY!

FUCK YOU!

Must i say?

that Fantasmic did a flawless job on upgrading

-lighting

-projecting

-water projector

-paint job.

KINGDA KA

tallest, fastest rollercoaster...

launch speed 128mph

highest drop 456ft (yes, you can fit the statue of liberty under this drop)

ride time: 50 seconds.

watching this or even thinking about this makes me feet and my hands sweat.

fuck life...

My New Friend...

after the gym....

oh how i love my vanilla creme muscle milk

mmmm...32 grams of protein for 4 dollars....

ehh...i think its worth it.

DIsneyland

on a cold Monday is legit.

so good that Space Mountain is only "8" minute walk ins..

ahahaha.. i dont think that make sense but its okay

ahahaha

Pixie Hallow finally opened..

the wait for that was longer than Space Mountain unfortunately..

but i think it was worth it.

ahaha

but it was amazing.

cami and i did a lot in 8 hours.

-HSM3 show

-learned how to draw Donald Duck

-Soaring Over California

-HSM3 show

-Space Mountain (2)

-Innoventions

-Astro Blaster

-Pirates

-Pinnochio

-Indy

-Haunted Mansion

-Gadget Go Coaster

-Train Ride (around the park twice...only cause we fell asleep)

-Pixie Hallow

-Mickeys House

-Boat (toontown)

i think thats it..

::shrug::

but yea it was amazing. can't wait til small world and new fireworks and fantasmic are back.

=]

So i'm gonna try to start a new way to blog..

i'm gonna try to take a picture of anything a day and post it for a blog.

so i'll start now.

-Space Mountain with floating water bottle.. =]

....

i seriously gottah stop spending the night at LA and LIVE there...

Cami's birthday

i dont have any pictures.

which is a good thing.. cause its only Her and I will have the memory of the big ONE-EIGHT.

it turned out great if you were wondering.

LOSER!

i just finish downloading all the high school musical 3 soundtrack and putting it into a CD

WHOOOO!!!!!

took me an hour and 30 minutes...

not bad.

whooo! now i have motivational music to help me work out

whaaaa?????

Confession

Cami and i watched High School Musical 3 a couple of days ago...

and honestly, i freaking loved it!.

i want to watch it again.

pay full price.

buy the soundtrack.

and the DVD on blueray when it comes out..

seriously thats how good of a movie it was..

it was very motivational and inspirational for the young ones.

TRUST..

oh, and Zac Effron is a stud, i must say..

Mike Pascual

i just realize,

i miss the days when we would have our one on one talks in your car.

thanks for calling me today...

brought good memories.

very good memories

<3

There isn't one day

that i live my life without thinking about you.

i'm kinda happy that i don't see you everyday.

not in a bad way...

but only because i live each day missing you more and more when i'm not with you.

then when it comes time to reuniting with you...it's love at first site all over again for me.

Confirmation 1 Retreat

retreat was okay...

AFTER i cussed out my kids.

oooOoooh yea

Marc Shaiman

is a GENUIS

Wrong Day

today was a wrong day to wake up...

one of the worst days i've had in a long time...

my day only consisted of 

-stress

-irritation

-exhaustion

What an Amazing Night..

dont you agree?

couldn't have been any better...

Fixing up Pictures.

ever since lighting tech,

i've been more aware of store, rides, and attraction lightings.

and i've realized how crappy some cameras are and how the flash doesn't really do shit.

but good thing i have a MAC. have a special program on making pictures more sharper and adding  shading and contrast and little things... trust me, it makes a difference.

unfortunately, i didn't save a before picture of this... but, its a lot sharper, brighter, and clearer.

and if you dont think this looks to good...imagine this picture being takin with a 7.2 megapixel camera...after retouching it, it looks more like 15 megapixel..

::shrug:: it can be just me, but i'm pretty sure i'm right.

Oven Roasted Chicken Sub

is my best friend at midnight.

Oven Roasted Chicken on Italian Cheese and herb.

Roasted.

with mayonnaise, cheddar cheese, and tomato.

and top it off with a cold glass of homemade ice tea.

mmmm

mmmm

mmmm.

ONLY $5...

sometimes $5.41.

=]

oh and i finally got a Bally's gym pass!

whoo!

phenomenon

is the word best word to describe my weekend.

my weekend consist of:

Lunch

Sleep

Nap

Disneyland

Food 4 less

Popcorn

Tang

Medallion

Sleep

Sleep

Church

Sushi

Nap

Sleep

Shower

Mass

Subway

Disneyland

Love.

a weekend that i wish never ended.

9 hours

3 classes + 9 hours = EXHAUSTED!

first day at school, first time at FIDM LA. 

pretty cool experience.

i actually really really like my classes.

lighting tech, is i think, my favorite class this quarter...so far...

we just learn about lights...weird huh?

but i'm just looking foward to the projects i'm going to be doing this quarter for this class.

set design with different lightings. PHOTOSHOOTS. its gonna be sick!!...

hard work.. but its gonna be cool..

after i have computer graphics..

teacher is a real cool lady. we didn't do much today in class but its gonna be not bad since i'm proficient with photoshop..kinda.. ahahah but either way i like...

then marketing events after...

man this class is gonna be so freaking hard and stressful but its normal.

think yourself in this position... your hired to decorate and plan a FATTY party for hundreds of people.. party either for a movie premiere, a fashion after party, or a wedding. so your job is to decorate everything, have the catoring ready, make sure everything goes to plan... sounds easy? i think not...so much work that i'm gonna have to do.. but i'm open to give it a shot. who knows? i might actually like doing event planning.

so 3 classes today.. not to bad..

i heard that materials and props is fun as well.. can't wait for that on friday.

and i'm not sure what seminar of the art is.. but i'm sure it'll be fun.. all my friends are in it so it shouldn't be that bad right....?

....=/

advice

for all of you people who ever think of driving to downtown LA...

no matter how nice you are...

BE AN ASSHOLE DRIVER.

only if you want to fit in...

Feeling

i love the feeling of sitting down and flexing my abs and feeling the soreness...

feels soo good.

=]

last night

was fun..

i finally made it to camis house and had food!

whoo hooo!

hahaha

and gay day at disneyland was cool.

haha.

it was super crowded though, unfortunately.

but yesterday was a good day.

besides the fact that i woke up from camis brother yelling at a PC game..

it was a fun day.

Trick or Treat

at Disneyland was a great success.

it was really fun and interesting...

i think its worth $25.

if it wasn't for Cami, Mike, Tim, Theresa, Sean, Cheese, the midgets, and the cute family that were dressed up,  it wouldn't have inspired me to come back next year.

i just hope that the price will still stay the same.

haha

.... yea, i'm wearing tights...

Club/ Trick or Treat

Clubbing yesterday was fucking legit!

didn't dance with any girls what so ever..

so happy..

it was an electro club.. pretty down...

i'm actually looking forward on going there soon.

i wanna thank Steve for driving and paying for me and  dragging me along, same with Nash on convincing me to go, and i wanna thank andres for making me get him a 40 from the fridge..

gonna be peter pan in a couple of hours....

gonna be freaking sweet!

i just hope TINK will be ready by then... if not, shes gonna end up looking like a witch...

......

what the hell?

just because one FUCKING time i didn't invite you to the movies and just went with MY FRIENDS!...

DOESN'T MEAN THAT I'VE FORGOTTEN YOU!!!!!!

Pointless....

besides getting to catch up with steve, tim and mike...

i shouldve just stuck to the original plan...

eh, oh well..

...seriously...

i didn't do shit!

GOsh Fucking Dammit!

can't even hang out with my friends..

so i guess its official??

hmm coool....

thanks God..

True Friends

now i know who my true friends are..

friends that dont judge

friends that like to have fun but still have control

friends that are honest

friends that are true...

today is gonna be a memorable day for sures!

Nights.

i've been sleeping good...

but i'm not satisfied...

I Love You

...kinda miss saying that....

..I'm Home..

now, i guess there really isn't any point on going back to OC except to be with family...

i guess its time for me to move on and to start planning my future and doing whats best for me...

Pieces of Puzzles

i've been putting all the puzzles i've been finding together and its leading up to what i've been assuming....

i know for a fact...

FIDM friends, LA friends, GL all agree...

grow up

Finally

SCHOOL IS DONE!

just what i needed.. a break!!!

2 1/2 weeks... legit!

not only that i'm on my break, i painted my room!

yes, so now i'm coool like the guys

ahahaha

took like 4 freaking hours to paint my whole room..but in the end it looks okay..

shitty, but okay...

ahahaha

so whoo hoo!!

UGH!!!!!!!!!

-bad

-GOOD

-bad

that was my day today.

Supplies

for my room is completed!

yessss!

long day today.

woke up around 9ish and chilled

then a long, boring drive back home to the OC.

Went home to do something for lik 15 minutes then picked up cami then headed to my cousins bday party.

Man, hes gotten big. 

the big OH-ONE. ahahah so cute.

then after staying at his party for like 4/5 hours cami, my mommy and i went to Westminster mall to look at beds at macys and sears, but not down.

But we were down for was Ikea...unfortunately i had to drive them both.. ahahh.

but yea, i got pretty much everything i need for my room in LA.

slippers, table, table lamp, noteboard, thumbtacks, trash can, hamper...i think thats it..

but all together was like 150...which is pretty good, i think.. haha.

But yea that was pretty much my day.. after cami and i just went back to my house to hybernate.

=]

Los Angeles

I'm becoming to fall in Love with this city more and more when  i'm there

where i live is amazing!

the people i live with is perfect!

the friends i have over there are just as nice as getting $200 for free to go shopping

why would i ever want to leave?

its going to be hard having 2 lives..

your situation makes me feel like shit...

i hope you know that i want to be there for you,

the one to pick you up,

the one to hang out with after school,

the one to take you home.

but, i just can't always be there to do so...

i hope you understand...which i know you do... or at least you say you do..

but why do you still make me feel like crap by rubbing in the adventure that you dont want..?

NEW HOUSE

Better than what i've imagine..

looking foward to moving there and getting settled there..

why do i have a feeling that i'm not going to be as free as i thought i would be?

AMAZIng Day!

man, good day, good day!

Started off by waking up and picking up cami and going to LEES sandwich

mmmm had lunch there and bought Dinner for ourself for later.

After LEES we went to Disneyland.. so we got there at 1130 and stayed there til closing which was midnight.

We arrived and did possiply everything..

no not really.. but we did the important stuff ahaha.

unfortunately, theyre fixing up the place for the upcoming holiday "halloween" which they will open in 19 days from today. whoo!

but some of the rides we went on were:

autopia, Astro Blasters, Snow White, Madderhorn, Mark Twain, Big Thunder, Pirates, Indy, Space Mountain, Soaring, Screamin, Alice in Wonderland, Tea Cups, Monsters Inc.

and some of the attractions that we saw were:

Hunny, i shrunk the audience, WISHES, Andy Chau, First 50 Magical Years

so yea, we did a lot today...

i posted pictures of our day.. or most of our day.. you guys should check it out..

its on my myspace.

www.myspace.com/tony_boy_tran

but yea, a long and tiring day.. but i had lots of fun...

HANDCOCKadoodle

was a pretty cool movie...

one down, one more to go

YES!

Lighting Tech on thursday is Gone!

WHOO!!!

No its only Tuesday, wednesday, and friday class!

whoo hooo!

Thank you again Ally. Not only did you get me the class with everyone in it.. you turned my 6 hour day on wednesday to a 9 hour day of school!

Alright!

now all thats left is, is Materials and Props.

Continuing the day

mmkay

so thanks to Ally, she helped me with my classes when most of my classes were full..

so thanks ally...

but today was a very tiring day...

i tried to sleep as much as i can so i can to make up for all the hours i have lost..

i went to school and got there around 9:15...

finished my hmwk turned it in, got an A on all the assignment

then went to sleep til 11:30 then went back to class to take notes on the finals for next week.

After class i went to go get gas and saw a classmate there, HE's chill... and not gay!... so stoked. but we're gonna be hanging in he future...

After Gas i went to pick up cami from school. this time i wasn't late. YES!

so we went to mcdonalds...again..."i swear, this girl is going to make me obese"

After our "healthy" lunch ::3 4 pc mcnuggets +small fries+2 sweet and sour sauce=780 calories:: we went to Disneyland.. =]

Man, Dion ::mom:: was right about after labor day..its freaking legit!

NO CROWD!

we first went to DCA and the first thing we did was soaring...15 minute wait.. after we went to california screaming...5 minute... after we went to toy story....20 minute... after we went to grizzlys...5 minute... then we went on madness...5 minutes...and after went back to soaring...15 minute.. so chill. then we learned how to draw piglet.. whoo hoo!

After we went to disneyland... we didn't do much there.. but we did go on indiana jones...20 minutes and then pirates...2 minutes and i think that was all. we were both tired.. after that we went back to micky and friends parking lot.. FINALLY PARKED IN ALL THE FRIENDS... slept in my car fr about an hour and then dinner witht he parentals

DAMMIT MOM, she has a Iphone!!!... so now my parents have iphones except for me... my mom doesn't even know how to text!!! =[..i better get one soon! i wanna be cool like my parents/lauren/ally/diego/andres/nash/carol.

But pho as usuall... even though cami and i had rice.. mmmm.. ahah i divoured my food.. i was soo hungry...

After dinner cami and i decided to get some desert..BOBA! mmmm

ahahah

milk tea taro with boba..mmmm....

then we both went to Steve fortons house..

i slept there for a little bit and played super nintendo...i personally think super nintendo is better than PS2....i dont really but i'm just trying to make steve feel better cuz he can never play his ps2 again unless he gets a cord...but he doesn't know this.... but yea

TMNT back in time!!! holy cow.. hardest game in the world....when your 8...easiest game on easy when your 18/19...we beat the game in 20 minutes

hahaaha!!!

After that we played NBA jams.. HARDEST game when yor 18/ 19.. haahah

but we will conquer that game.. just like how Germany conquered the world back in WWII

but its been a fun day.. but very tiring still

i'm gonna sleep early tonight..even though its already late but its cool...

so all together i got around 4 hours of sleep?...

not bad...

LONG NIGHT

mannnn

stood up all night tonight just to register for classes.

I procrastinated on my hmwk on purpose just so i can do something while waiting til registration...

longest 5 hours of my life!!!

so i got the classes i wanted!

YES

but not the same day...

DAMMIT!

so i'm going to continue trying to get those classes.. i need to!!!

like i have to..if not, then i'm going to kill myself...

not really, but i'm going to petition...just as bad as killing myself

(out of the topic) JIMMY NEUTRON IS ON! at 6:30? ...just for the Neutron fans out there...

but yea...i'm gonna try to get thoe classes...

so my (plan A) tuesday and wednesday class became a 

(plan C) Tuesday-Friday.. AGAIN!

UGH....

so keep those fingers crossed for me, yea?

thanks!

now 30 minute nap til i get ready for class...

or unless i get caught up in Jimmy Neutron...

House UPDATE

mmkay guys...

so i yet to see the house...

but Diego (roomate) just posted a picture of the house on myspace in one of his bulletin.

so this is what it looks like

YUP, i think it looks legit...

but i'll update you guys some more after i find out more about the house.

Oh, and its official

Good Good

Yea, today was actually a pretty good day.

Went to school.

i left around 7:50 ish and arrived at my school at 8:40.

finished some hmwk and left school around 11:20.

had another interview with "BE". pretty cool.

i think it went well...i think i might have gotten the job.. but not offcially yet..

i'll know by next week...so keep those fingers crossed.

After my interview i went to pick up cami from school and had lunch with her.

Corner Bakery LEGIT!!! i freaking love that place. CLub Panini as use.

After went home. attempted to do hmwk but failed miserably.

After waking up from a nap, we decided to go to starbucks and to do the homework.

 

We arrive at Starbucks and failed Miserably again. Finding out that Jerick and Steve were at the BLock finding something for Nez... so i was tempted.

So after taking 2 steps inside Starbucks, we left to the block to meet up with Steve and Jerick.  Then after we went to Hooters for Nez's Bdayy party. MAn, the whole WEWANTNOG people were there... well not everyone. but enough to make me miss them.  Cami and i sat next to Kirst and Erwin... boy were they lucky...lucky to sit next to us.. like seriously...pssssh =]

But it was fun.. we had a couple of good laughs.. wheather if it was making fun of Law from the past Stuebenville or if it was making fun of Barbie Doll.  Either way it was awesome.

I'm Glad that i ended my night how it ended.. couldnt think of any other way to end it with my brothers and sisters in Christ.

For all the WEWANTNOG people who are moving on, i wish you the best of luck for you and your family and your Future. <3

Bleh Day to a Eh day

yea, so i went to school today

after a long night of preparing my speech.. that i got a freaking B- in!

i'm so freaking dissapointed.. thats so freaking lame

and yes, i am pissed!... no exaggeration.

worst speech grade that i got all quarter...

i talked about Disneyland and the beginning..

man! sucks..i'm so dissapointed.. but what ever i guess

=/

That pretty much bummed my day all day.

After school i went to Staples to get some construction paper and then Carls and then went to my GF house.. 

unfortunately we didnt do much today

i went there...ate my carls...and slept =/..

sorry hunny...

but yea and i left early because i was still really tired after my nap, and i was also very irritated..i wasn't sure if it was because of the house and how hot it was or if it was camis litte brother...who knows

but i left there around 830... went home and did some homework

it was a relief that i finished..

i'm happy that i saw cami before she went to bed..Web cam is probably the best invention ever

after she went to bed i finished my hmwk and ate some rice and chicken becuase carls was the only think i had all day..

Andres came on during i was eating and he had some guy talk..

i'm looking forward in the future when we can have an actual man to man talk face to face and not online...i think he's the only one i can actually talk to...

its official..they're moving in on Sept 1st....

what should i do??

i dont know...

Today was a pretty legit day..

went to school, finish my drafting hmwk...

after school went to Cami's house and played wii fit and did some homework..

WII FIT IS SOO FUN!...holy moly...i want one now.

that was pretty much my day..

Sept 1st...coming close..

Bleh...

day....

...

Thank you God...

such a relief...

freaking out!

but why did i do this to her??

why???

why coundn't i wake up....

why coundn't i do my stupid F*cking hmwk!!!

WTF!!!!

Lord God, please, if anything...please let her be home safe....

if not, i'm never going to forgive myself for what i've done...

='[

Ups and Downs

Ups...

-the gf and i finally saw Iron Man in theatre for a dollar, so now she can't make me feel bad.

=]

-had dinner with the GF and the bestie (Steven Micheal Fujitsu Oil get Some Son Forton)

-got a new cardigan from Forever 21 (guys), and i didn't pay. (thanks boo)

-had a new york style peporoni pizza with pasta

-dropping off the gf

Downs...

-took gf to Disneyland in the morning so we can do the breakfast dine in with the characters....but didn't do it because it cost $30 per person just to have breakfast with some characters.

-took gf to disneyland at night to end off the day, but when we arrived to the main gates, i found out that i forgot my pass in my car....=/...and on the way Steve called me so we ended up just going there, riding the tram and leaving... HAHA!

-gf clothes that she got at Forever 21 doesn't fit her....

Tropic Thunder was a freaking funny movie...

i watched it yesterday with th GF last night..

=]

I wish my Gf got the part for silvermist 

=/ but its cool...there will be other opportunities for her getting into Disneyland with a fun job.

But after waking up in front of her house, cuz i slept in my car, i took her to Dland at 830 when the audition started at 9...holy cow, Girls Galore!!!...it was like waiting in line for Toy story mania 3 days after it opened...yea, three days AFTer....

After the Auditions, we went back to my house and napped a little..and then woke up went to Costco for lunch, and then Rite Aid for ice cream and then GL...

Before GL we watched Harold and Maude...movie is freaking Weird...but its funny...if you ever have time i recommend that movie..its awesome..

After the movie GL started...that was fun.

Then MAss

Then Pho

Then Tastea...

Then Home...

Then Sleep

=]

night night

tonight was fun...

After mass Cami and i went to the Owens..

played some Brawl, and read I Spy and other interesting books.

We then had dinner..soooo goood... Tuna Casserole, salad and Fresh Bread...

What better than having good dinner is having good dinner and hearing Steve Owens Disneyland Stories...PRetty Legit..

After Tim and I learned Magic.. hahaha YeaAAaa!!!!...

we're still practicing...we left a little later cause Tim went to go watch Dark Knight again at 10:55 with Paula and Hazle...

So me and cami left.. and of coarse we went to Disneyland, cause we had nothing else better to do..

So the whole hour we were there we went on Indie (25 minute wait) and Space Mountain (25 minutes wait as well)...so that was cool...

After, Cami and I looked at costumes hahaha..so i MIGHT be Peter Pan and she might be a fairy or an indian..ahahaha we'll see.

If we were only babies...for sures donald duck/squirt...aww, it was soo cute!!!....

but yea after i dropped off cami and went to see andres for a little...

WE HAVE FOUND A HOUSE!!!

heard its legit, but i'll update you guys a little later on that...

but til then.. good day today.. CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE TO DO TODAY, EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT!

...what a weird day...

i've been i guess stressing most of the day, and there was really no need for that...

maybe its mid-term week and i'm thinking ahead, which is causing me to apprehend.

::shrugs::

woke up this morning, went to school.

did some stuff for math. and then went to starbucks with Lauren.

After we went to Speech class and had our mid term presentation.

the topic was, "I Am...", pretty much i had to define myself by using 3 objects or person or place to define what/who i am..

1) i am a Car, because i am out going.

2)i am Disneyland because i'm a character, i bring smile to other Young adults and adults.

3)i am a small act of kindness.

the speech had to be 3-5 minutes max...i did mine in like 3/4 minutes, and honestly, it wasn't that good. The teacher decided to give me an A+, i'll take it but i honestly don't think it was A+ material...maybe it's because i made up the speech 2 hours before class started, so i wasn't confident...

After effective speaking class i had math... that shit sucked..

After school i went home, changed really quick and picked up cami from the church and then went to my Grandma's viewing...i saw a lot of relatives that i haven't seen in a long time..it breaks my heart that i dont bond with them as much as i used to when i a child...=/

i really want to see them tomorrow at my grandma's funeral/ burial...but mid terms....=[

i'm so heart broken because of that....

After the viewing, the parentals and i went to the usual, a pho place on brookhurst and westminster....yea i know theres like 29507495 on that little corner, but theres a specific one that we go too... ahah.. that was good..

After dinner cami and i went home..i took a nap, woke up at 12ish...and had to take cami home..

After i dropped off cami, i worked on homework and finished in like 10 minutes...

so now, all i have to do is cut the paintings and paste it on a board..so i'm thinking of going to school at 8...so leave by 8..?

yeaaaa..soounds good..

and its 2:15 now...

yeaaaa....

Another Long day, but a good one

started out waking up before my alarm..so around nine ish...

went online and waited for Cami to come on, but she never did =[

so i waited for her til liek 1030, when i told some of my friends that i would be at school at 11...uh oh... but its cool...i got to work on my hmwk and finishing it so whoo hoo!..

then took my Drafting mid-term....man, that crap was easy!.. ahahah

B+ or A- for sures..

So tomorrow...Speech and Math mid-term...Bleh!

so i left 30 minutes early from school cause i finished my drawings..

after school i picked up cami and took her to the Audition Center at Dland so she do her application for Future career at Dland.. (Silvermist ::tinkerbells friend::). i hope she gets it.. i always wanted to date a fairy! ahhah...but unfortunately cami has to go back either thursday or friday... cuz the crap takes 30 minutes or so.. so yea...and her audition is on Sunday.. Yikes!...

After finding all of this out, we went to downtown disney and had lunch at the jazz kitchen.. i had a cheese burger with fries and she had baby corn dogs with happy fries..it was ehh.  after we bought Banyays..? french donuts?...it was good ahahah.

after lunch we went to Disneyland, of coarse..

Monorail to the park, autopia, innoventions, Fireworks (in front of Castle), Indiana Jones, Space Mountain, Madahorn... i know, i know...no fantasmic tonight =/, but next time for sures!!

well hope you guys had a good day today, i know cami and steve did...

WHOO speech mid term and math mid term tomorrow...

since the moment i woke up..

i knew it was going to be a legit day...

even though its Mid-Terms week...it didn't stop me for having a good day

-Woke up

-Got ready

-Saw my best friend (Dre)

-Picked up my Girlfriend

-Had Breakfast (BK)

-Went to school

-Red Mango

-Went to my moms work

-Went back home

-Napped

-Went to Disneyland

Pirates, Winnie the Pooh, Fireworks, Fantasmic, Space Mountain, Snow White, Mr. Toads,  Popcorn time with the girlfriend while watching down Main Street.

-Now here....

to you it might sound like an ordinary day of mine, but iono why, but today was more special..

continue GL RETREAT (saturday & sunday)

Wow... GL reatreat this year was Legit!

i'm not going to go into detail of the whole thing because we might do the same thing next year ::chuckles:: same talk,  same songs, same exact words that was said and the same exact time...that was how good the retreat was.... it has to be perfect..

but yea not only that i met new people, but i've gotten closer to them to call them my brothers and sister in Christ.  Also i saw some people that i haven't seen in forever!!..i'm so glad that they got to go to this retreat, not only to show that they haven't fully drifted away from GL but that i freaking miss them...

honestly, i can agree with some people on this....

this GL retreat had a bigger impact on ME than Stuebenville West 08....weird huh?...

iono why..is it because of the people i was with... or is it because we didn't have to take the bus to the GL retreat?...iono...but i liked this retreat more than Stuebenville West '08....i can proove it...

have i blogged about my Stuebenville experience?....HAH i win...

but yea this retreat was amazing!..

-the TALKS were amazing!!!...thank you for those who shared this year..you guys did an amazing job...i didn't fall asleep to ANY of them..

-the food was amazing!!! thank you for the people who donated their time and the food.

- Knights of Columbus, My mommy, Michelle's Parents, The Owens, Mrs. Pascuals...

-the Groupes were amazing!!

Fundooshi, JEWsuckah, Bellhoppers, Digimon, GAY -Shuhs

-the MC's were perfect!

Steve Forton, Kirstin Ascio...(i think, sorry kirst, i forgot your last name again)

-the retreatants.

GLer's...wouldn't have done this if it wasn't for you guys..

-the music Min (Axion)

Tim, Cami, Tony... freaking so good...i would pay them to perform, ANYDAY!

-Benny Lava

=]

so this retreat turned out to be good good... i just want to thank all of those who came and showing Christ to each other.  Without you, you guys would not motivate me to do what i do now..so thank you. For those who couldn't make it, you guys were in our prayers...and that we still love you...

"One last thing I would like to leave you to always remember from this weekend. Prayer is a powerful thing. It's a tool given to us by God to communicate with Him. How do you grow in your relationships? Through communication. How do you communicate with God? Through prayer. Your friends and family are there to GATHER with you and show you the love, SON. You've got to be attentive and LISTEN to everything around you SON. You've got to PRAY SON or else how do you get to know God? You've got to RECEIVE SON and let go and let God (come in), surrender yourself, your possessions, if necessary, give permission to God to take all of those away. You don't need them when it's only you and Him. SHINE LIKE THE SON, and don't forget that whether you know it or not, you embody Christ to those around you."

-Steven Micheal Fujitsu Forton Oil.

GL REATREAT (friday)

Started by waking up at 630 ish...

just to move my car... cuz today was street sweeping... Bleh..

but i moved my car, went back home naped it for like 15 minutes and then got ready for school..

arrived at school earlier than i thought... cuz yesterday i left around the same time and got there an hour later... but it took like 20 minutes today.. =]...

so i did go to school early for a reason, so i can do my hmwk...but i forgot i gave Roxanne my hmwk.. >=l.... so that ticked me off...but what ticked me off a little bit more was that she didn't even show up at all for school!!!... lame!!!...

but its cool, i cooled down after going to starbucks with justine...so that was chill..

So class went by pretty fast, theres a lot of crap i have to do for this project... =[...man..just when i thought hell week was going to be over after the retreat.. FAILED...its cool though.. one more week!!..

so after school i went to pick up my boo and went back home for a little, we took a nap, cuz i was freaking exhausted!... but after we went to Weiner weiner and then head over to the church and help set up..

So the retreat so far is okay... not bad, but not good...iono why...maybe cuz i expected more people to come...but its cool though, i'm not complaining.. i actually like the size..

So yea, tomorrow will be better...or at least i hope so.

::shrugs::

but today was just a get to know your family, prayer buddy, first talk, banner/ mail box making.  tomorrow is when it get juicy.. =]!

so Tim and I didn't stay at Deacons house...i'm actually at tim's right now.. 

he's working on his talk and i'm doing this before i get lazy, like the steubenville blog which i yet still haven't done....=/

but i shall slee now...big day tomorrow..

waking up at 6ish.. 

::sigh::

again.!

well update you guys soon. 

=]

it was a pretty long day today

=/...

Woke up at 6 30 and got ready for school..

left the house around 815ish...and got to school around 9!

wTF!...but its cool i finished my hmwk...after 15 into class i left and slept in my car...

ahahah for like about 30- an hour...i didn't really keep track..

After class i did hmwk with Elanda for like an hour... and then Roxanne came and we did our project...i was suppose to stay there til like 2:30 but kinda left..cuz i was to sick of school...

plus i wanted to see my Lady...it was our 2 years...so yea

i went to pick her up and then had some Hawaiian BBQ and then met up with cheese, mike, law, and michelle. and then later steve at starbucks

=]

after starbucks we went to marukai (japanese store) and got the materials for our decoration.. kinda excided to see hows its going to turn out.. =]

we bought a Soji screen....so sick!

after we stopped by the church to drop off every thing and had band practice til 9..and then set up the tents with Mr. Soto...it was manly work...

iono what that has to do with anything...

After we went to Steves house...YAY finished the VIDEO!!! with like 13 minutes spare time...cuz its due on thursday and we finished it at like 11 ish.. =]

good good way to end the night... my lady showed me the best comic EVER....shes so sexy...

so i got to wake up kinda early tomorrow to move my car, and then school, and then maybe laundry/pack, and then retreat....

and after retreat...mid terms....

sigh...

well i shall blog you guys soon...

pray for me

HAPPY 2 YEARS CAMILA VILLAREAL

Today was a pretty chill/ tiring day...

woke up around 9 ish and went to the Gf house

=]

we drew mickey mouse and chilled before my 1:15 class

got to school around 1130 and did some last minute homework for math..

1:15, Effective speaking...so i had my speech today..i think it went well.. i got a B+..wish i got an A but i can live with that.  I helped 3 other students in their speech today as well...i must be that good..? ::shrugs::

4:00...MATH SUCKS!!!!!

7:00... got to the bella terra...i think this place is becoming my new home or something... but yea i picked up cami from there.. she was at Barnes and nobles reading with cheese.. so i they bonded today.. After i picked up cami we decided to eat at Corner Bakery. I love that place. I had the usual, CLub Panini and she had a bowl of homemade chicken noodle soup. She got full from that...Strange.. ahah

After we went back to my house..relaxed. i took a nap..i really really needed it.. so yea.

iono what time i woke up but it was for sures not a 20 minute nap... ahahah

but i ended up doing my homework a little later...Thank God that i have cami...she helped me...

=].  i really wanted to go to Mikes house with Steve to do the movie...but i have to much Sh*t to do...so yea...sorry steve, i hope you didn't mess up the movie...

So GL retreat...in a couple of days... Right when i think that its going to be a relaxing weekend and be free...its going to be hard to be in that mind set when i have Mid Terms the following week...sigh... but i'll try really hard not to be in that mind set...but i'm pretty sure i'm going to study over the weekend...kinda happy that i'm not a leader..

so yea..its been a tiring day for me..i'm gonna finish up some of my hmwk and then hit the hay for a bright and early morning tomorrow...

long day tomorrow..

1) School 9:30-12:15

2)Project at Roxannes 12ish - no later than 4

3) GL shopping

4) Music practice?

5) Disneyland, why? cause its mine and cami anniversary....

today was a prety legit day..

So it all started when i got out of bed, got ready for school.

school was pretty fun today actually, drafting is a fun when your doing it right.

haha.

after school i went to my moms and got gas money, that was nice of her.

Then went to go pick up cami and went to the Bella Terra and watched a screening of MAll Cop.

Happy Madison (adam sandler) produced it.  it was a pretty funny movie.  

its about a security mall gaurd that loves his job. and on Black Friday, a bunch of kids decide to take over the mall and get money. so everyone got kicked out of the mall. but the security gaurd. So its his job to save the hostages and defeat his enemies. haha

the security gaurd is played by Kevin James. (chuck and larry, the king of queens, etc.)

its a pretty good movie..i'm not sure when it comes out but i think it comes out sometimes in 2009..?

After the movie cami and i went to johnny rocket and had some french fries....and inside the resturaunt, i hear a voice that sounded really familar...and yes, it was Adam Sandler...dude he's like one of the coolest dad i've ever seen. he was playing with his kids and, AHH, he's a good dad...but when i saw him..i whisper to myself, kinda loud, "oh my gosh..." and he turns to me and winks at me...HELL YEA!!! it made me soo happy! also Jonathan Loughran was there, he's the guy from water boy with the crossed eyed, and stuff ahaha..but yea they were there with their family...i wanted to ask for a picture, but then i thought to myself...they're regular people, they have lives too..so i let them be with their family...but i think they were there for the screening...so yea, cami and i were one of the first to see this movie before it came out..

After Bella Terra cami and i went to disneyland.. =]

(note to self...never go to disneyland after fireworks... TRUST!)

but it was chill..i love being there with that girl, so fun...

but we went on Tram, Peter Pan, Snow White, Pinnochio, Railroad Thunder, Indiana Jones, Tram....

such a fun night..i hope i get to go tomorrow and watch fireworks with her...

=]

but tonight has been a ver interesting/ fun day..

can't wait to see whats in store for me tomorrow

=]

til then...i'll blog you soon

man, i don't think i'm ever going to do my Stubenville Blog...

i think next time i'll just bring my lap top and not close the link so when every night about i go to bed,  i can just type the day...ahahaha

So today was a fun/stressing/ irritating day..

Started out picking up cami to go to my school..still kinda sad from the night before..

after arriving my school, my sad became a irritated mood. i find out cami just wanted to sit in my car....?? like why would you want me to pick you up, and take you to my school even though your going to stay in my car...mmmm kinda weird if you were to ask me...

so that was bugging me for a like a long ass time, so i just stopped doing my hmwk and just took her to my moms and took them out to lunch. 

Eating lunch with my mom was legit..haven't done that in a long time.. but hanging out with the girls cheered me up a little

after went back to my moms, got some stuff ready for the GL retreat meeting which not a lot of people showed up, and then head over to disneyland with cami.

That was fun, we both learned how to draw mickey and goofy. it was cool.  during at disneyland i told cami what was bugging me and i think she understood...::shrugs::

after disneyland we went back to my house, i had some fruit cock tails. =] , did some Za-QuestDOs stuff and then went to the meeting

After the meeting we scoped out Deacon Ramiros house, and it was very, very nice..

i'm actually looking foward for this weekend, =]

After Deacons house, mike, law, cami and i went to picked up steve from my neighbor hood and i drove them to the pascools house. there i did some editing and some filming.. got a lot done actually...the leader intro video right now is 12 minutes i think...so all together it might be like 15 ish..hopefully, its entertaining..i'm looking forward to see the reaction of the retreatants faces......especially Quinn and Don. =]

Now i am home, talking to my boo and we're both about to go to sleep..

its going to be a fun day tomorrow...or today i should say...

we're gonna go to the bella terra, might get some pink berry, FOR SURES get some pop corn and yea...=]

can't wait....

and we might go to Dland..who knows...

til then...blog you soon

oh, and Cami did the impossible...

http://www.imeem.com/jesslovesnickjonas/music/PNKkuvq2/walt_disney_world_wishes/

today was a pretty long day.

Started out in the morning where Cami, Stave, Tina and I went to the beach. i drove there

that was fun. waves were okay... caught some decent waves.

After, went to American Apparel, man! i wanted a shit load of clothes...well good thing i can drive now, so when i do have money/ job. i wouldn't have to take the bus there. but i didn't get anything.. but next time i will

After, went to Bella Terra and had Corner Bakery! whooo!!!!

I freaking love that place! third time in a row...

but yea then after Corner Bakery the Gf and i had Pink Berry. After pink berry i napped it on the REAL grass in front of the movie theater. cuz steve took an hour looking for a book that does exist.......in barnes and nobles....

Then waking up to two little girls  staring at me...

aahahaha that was cute..

then bought MORE pink berry. MMMMM...

then, eventually went home. and took a two hour nap with the lady friend and then went to go eat Pho with the GF and the parentals...that was good..

THE GF FINALLY GOT SOMETHING NEW!! whoo!!!

afteer dinner the GF and i went to Bella Terra again and watched The Mummy tomb of Jet Li. 

the movie was pretty funny/good. i would watch it again.

=]

it was a long, fun day. 

now i'm just chillin listening to hillsongs and gonna nap it soon for an early morning tomorrow.

til then, niight..

Must i Say...

going to Disneyland with the Gf at 11pm is

LEGIT!

Once again, another good night..

-School in the morning

(slept for an hour in my car)

-Corner Bakery with Elanda

-Project/hmwk doing at Roxannes

THEN CAMI!!!!!

-went to taco bell..grubbed on some tacos and chalupas

-and then went to find the little red thingy that holds keys

-and then finding out how to fill up Gas..i would've never guessed

then disneyland!!

finally got the Halloween ticket..=]

still waiting to get mikes...sorry mike

but, we saw madi today, and then went on haunted mansion, and then pirates!

whooooo

chilled, ate some pinapple whip, talk to my GF

watched fantasmic in the front!!! yea take that little kids!!!

then went on snow white, pinnochio, Mr. Toad, and then Peter Pan

then went home and listened to "We're Pollinators!!!"

=]

good night, could've been better, RIGHT CAMI?

but its cool..the day will come..

can't wait for tomorrow..gonna be a good day

hello,

man today was a long day..

woke up early..went to starbucks with the girlfriend

it was weird just haning out with her for like 20 minutes..

after drove to my moms and got money

then drove to school

bleh, 6 hour day...

school sucked today..to stressful..

after drove to tim's house picked him up and then cami...

i felt bad, seeing my gf sit and wait for me to get out of school breaks my heart

=[

and then picked up steve from my house, he saved me a parking spot so that was legit..

and then drove to the pascools house.

slept, did some hmwk and played GRAW2..

that was fun while it lasted...

then took the 91 home...pretty cool cuz there weren't any cars

teehee

and now home

=]

time to go sleep sleep, gottah wake up early again tomorrow..whooo!

Oh did i forget to tell you that i actually got the 2006 Civic Sadan last night??/

hmmmm..

Good day today...

first woke up at 8, then drove to Honda world so they can wax my car/refill my gas tank.

then drove to school...

LONG DAY today at school, freaking drafting!...

oh well

after class, it was around 4 ish, i got lost. 

Fucking Irvine..instead of turning left on Warner i turned left on Harbor..man oh man, drove to BALBOA BEACH! holy shnikies!... good thing i have GPS system..

but i managed to get home safe around like 5:45..ahhahaah...

after, did what i had to do..and then went to the ladys house..

SURPRISED HER!!!...yesssss...she didn't know about the car thing so that was pretty coool.

had Mcdonalds for lunch/dinner and then went to Steve Fortons house cause he needed my help to help him with his year book.. good thing i have camila...if it wasn't for her..Steve would still be thinking of what to do with his front page.

and then after we went to DISNEYLAND! whooo!

got there, rode pirates and then waited for the 10:30 fantasmic.. we got there around 8:30.

we saw the dreams comes true fireworks, so romantic....sigh....hahaa. then after the show we waited in line for Space Mountain and rode it..super fun. and then went on Snow White...what a freaking Trip that ride is....the ending is pretty funny...you should go on it and see. and then after the snow white ride we went on peter pans. I love that ride!..

Then drove cami home and then drove to my house, finding out that its hard to parallel park because my windows are freaking tinted..like pretty dark, i can't see shit behind me... but managed to find another spot.

So a very adventerious day..

=]

Sorry, Unfortunately this blog isn't about the conference.

but today started off as a really bad day...

waking up early after waking up early for the past couple of days.

went to my moms work in the morning in the worst mood ever..so i just slept in her car til 11

and then went into work to do homework and actually got some stuff done

=] whoo-hooo...

after finishing my homework i had lunch.

had Mcdonalds while watching WMAC master and talkin to Jerick.. thanks jerick for getting me into the show..

after lunch went to school and d

o some color design theory homework with denise...

that turned out pretty good..got a lot done

so while i was waiting for my father to pick me up i watched 'hook' inside the theater at my school with denise for like 5 minutes and then the rest alone..it was awesome

then my father picked up and then went to a bunch of vietnamese car dealers to scope out on some cars...saw a lot of cool cars..to bad all the places were closed

finally, went to honda world down beach and saw a red 2008 HONDA FIT!! aHHH i freaking wanted it..  But its okay... i can live without it... 

but there was another car that looked a little bit more interesting... 2006 civic sadan.. it was pretty cool it was like a dark red and it had a navigation system.  it had like only 27,000 miles so it wasn't so bad.... but we'll see what happens.. i'll be happy no matter what, no more bus!..YES!

So after a long day at Honda World, my parents and i went to eat pho ga (rice noodles with chicke) it was pretty good, even though i wasn't hungry.. this was like about 11 ish PM... and i was at Honda World at 7 .. so that was like about 4 hours.... maaaan...freaking Crazee!

but yea that was my day.... started off like crap, but ended up LEGIT!....

AFTER Stubenville West '08

I'm glad to say that this is my first blog that i'm making.

One of the only reasons why i'm going to start blogging is because mr. Steve Forton does it, Carol (dee's Gf) does it and soon andres and steve (LA) and Diego (?).

But first blog is going to be my reaction after Stubenville West 2008. to much to talk about and its getting late. but anyways, it was an awesome experience for me. On friday about 6:30 AM, Guiding Light (my youth group and I) left to Arizona for a retreat, conference. whatever you want to call it.

I had a freaking BLAST!!

this was my second year in a row going so i kind of knew what to expect but i didnt want my expectations to high because i didn't want to ruin it for myself by know, a reason why i didn't care if i didn't have the schedual.

For the past couple of weeks i've been very down and depressed.

so much stuff going on and i was simply almost losing my mind.

- GL retreat

- School

- Administration Work

- James LE

- Relationship

- License

Gl retrat was coming fast, and i was scared that i going to drop the ball on my responsibility. School was getting harder and taking a lot of my time away. Homework was getting crazy and FAFSA was getting annoying.  Administrative work was scaring me, threatning me with my spot for Steubenville. My GF concerns me because she's sad that i'm moving out soon and thinks that i would change after i move out to LA, and getting my license was a little pressured.

i was just stressing over all of this, making me think that God stepped away to take a break from my struggles.

After today, realizing how cool my youth group is and how close i've gotten to people and hearing that they pray for me or will be and telling me that they have my back..

mad me think of how stupid i am.

Guiding Light, Liwanag was my answer.  God.

He was there all along. I SEE CHRIST IN EVERYONE IN THESE TWO GROUPS AND HOW DID I NOT REALIZE THAT HE WAS THERE ALL ALONG???

I just want to thank for all those who shared today for making me realize that Christ was with me the whole way. I also want to thank those who prayed for me. without your prayer, i'm not sure if i wouldn't have realize this.  Prayer is a strong action!

So thank you for those who support me and pray for me. 

you guys are the people who mole me to the person i am today...

I LOVE YOU

and thank you

<3

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